I have grown more this semester
than I have ever grown before, and I can see that same electric explosion of
awareness humming increasingly louder in every one of my classmates! We are stronger,
closer, and more capable of our roles as future teachers. We have begun to
realize and accept that the fears and expectations we felt as we entered the
College of Education will be answered with support, encouragement, and
understanding. Those first tender leaves of knowledge, so carefully cultivated in
the safety of our classrooms have felt the warm sunny rays of fellowship and
withstood the frost of failure with each new experience; only to grow stronger
and more deeply rooted in what we now understand to be our calling. The unknown
is no longer something to fear: instead, it is something we eagerly welcome! It
seems that with each class meeting and each new day working within our assigned
schools, there are new breakthroughs and new understandings that we achieve and
add to our growing tool kits of knowledge. For me, the most recent of these
epiphanal experiences occurred at the 2014 Kansas Association for Teachers of English
(KATE) Annual Conference that I attended with my Core III class at the
direction of our professor.
I
think we all had different expectations of what this conference would be like,
but I don’t think any of us expected what we actually experienced! Each of us
arrived early Thursday morning, sleepy-eyed and timid. We squeezed in close
together at the same breakfast table; making room for just one more classmate as new arrivals approached us looking for
the supportive comfort of familiar faces. Only a small few chose to venture out
to sit at other tables and brave the unknown; while the rest of us watched from
our secluded table at the farthest corner of the room.

The
conference opened with a description of that day’s events and an address from our
first keynote speaker, Dr. Howard Pitler. I was both entertained and enlightened
by the information that Dr. Pitler presented on using technology in the
classroom and beyond! Until that morning, I had not realized just how many technology
based tools there are to use in my classroom that are both user friendly and
very purposeful! I have since registered for a twitter account so that I could follow
Dr. Pitler and stay up to date with his helpful ideas. I also have a feeling
that his website, http://www.mcrel.org, will
be one of my go-to sites for information and new ideas in the future!
The
first break-out session that I attended was so much fun! I joined “Icebreakers,
Teambuilding, & Brainbreakes: Using Collaborative Play to Foster Positive Learning,”
with local teacher, April Pameticky; where we participated in kinesthetic
activities that require both team work and outside-of-the box thinking
strategies! As a future teacher, I worry that I will not have enough space in
my classroom to do all of the different kinds of collaborative lessons and
activities that I would like to do. I am a big fan of Socratic circles for
group discussion, horseshoe or half circle seating arrangements for better face
to face discussion within a whole class activity, and other collaborative
designs, but sometimes the traditional front facing seating arrangements are
necessary. Using the “Make Some Room” management strategy as a trained behavior
from the start can help students make these changes to their seating in a single
minute or less; rather than spending 5 – 10 minutes of valuable class time to
produce the desired outcome. I also found “The Big Wind Blows” get-to-know-you
activity and the “Quiz Quiz Trade” activity useful and fun. If you are interested
in checking these out, please comment on this blog post and I will be happy to
share! J
I
also attended Eileen Wertzberger’s, “The Power of Discourse: Engaging Students
by Activating their Voices.” I really enjoyed her commentary on the ways that
we can engage our students in discussion and collaboration, but there were not
enough hand-outs for everyone, and I was the last person to join the
presentation. If any one of my classmates have a copy of the hand-outs and
would be willing to repost here or otherwise get them to me, I would greatly
appreciate it. Ms. Wertzberger was so personable, informative, and fun to
listen to! I hope that we can stay in touch for sharing more of her fabulous
ideas!
It
is hard to choose a favorite, but the last session of the day was certainly one
of the most enlightening. “Facing the Joys and Perils of the First Year of teaching”
round table discussion with Amber Carithers, Chris Sanabria, and Michael Thompson
was so helpful and encouraging for me as a pre-student teacher! I felt so
fortunate to share in their personal stories of struggle and success, as well
as pose questions about what to expect from my own first year of teaching.
Several of my classmates attended with me, and it was neat to also have the
opportunity to engage with students from other colleges and a few first and
second year teachers from Kansas as well! As we discussed the session amongst
our class later on that afternoon, we decided that it would be a lot of fun to give back what we have received and
volunteer for this if our professor would like to do the session again next
year. J
The
last activity of the day was the after
conference social that we were all invited to attend. Although I was unable
to stay for the entire event, it was so nice to just sit with my peers and our
professor to visit without a prompt to follow or schedule to worry about. I
felt so much closer to each of them, and it was so good to know that I was a
part of such an amazing group of people! I also met several new faces and spoke
with two first year teachers that were in my class last year!
I
didn’t get a chance to attend any break-out sessions on Friday morning because
I was busy participating in the 2014 KATE Community Poetry Project; where I and
several other pre-student teachers from my class had the opportunity to watch teacher
and poet, Taylor Mali work with our Poetry Project students in a private poetry
workshop! We had been working with our students weekly for a couple of months
in preparation for this workshop and this was the highlight of the whole
project! It was so amazing to watch him work with those kids and bring so much
out of them! I think the most significant lesson that I took away from this
workshop was that instead of being afraid of what my students can’t do, we
should remind them and ourselves of what they can do! These guys and gals rose
to the challenge and blew me away with their poems as well as the bravery and strength
that it took for them to perform in front of the crowd!
After
the workshop, I led my own break-out session entitled, “On Seeing: Teaching Students
to Learn in Color within a World of Black and White.” This was not at all what
I had expected it to be upon first agreeing to present. A couple of things that
I didn’t know and am glad I learned:
1. The
“proposal” that I was asked to submit prior to the presentation was not just
for KATE staff to examine for approval; it was what would be published as a summary
in the schedule catalog! If I had known that, I would likely have written it
much differently.
2. I
would NOT be lecturing on some formally written topic to a group of dry minded,
judgmental, administrative, proprietors who were scouting the meat market of
pre-education contestants for someone to fill their payroll sheet next year. That
sounds absolutely terrible, and I want to apologize for ever thinking something
like this about the wonderful, kind, and helpful people who chose to share their
valuable time participating in my presentation and who taught me more about teaching
than I had ever hoped to bring for presentation!
3. Always
model what you are preaching. I still believe that the idea that inspired this
presentation was a good one. I wanted to protest standardization of learning
and assessment and the one-size-fits-all attitude of our federal government. I
wanted to encourage active participation with my students and to find new ways
to build connections and desire to learn through thinking about familiar ideas
and concepts with the out-of-the-box perspective that Annie Dillard wrote about
so many years ago. What I did, was force my participants to sit through a
fairly dry lecture and power point presentation that barely skimmed the surface
of what I had in mind—And truth be told, I added the activity on writing with
emoticons at the last minute after observing other presentations the day
before. These observational opportunities helped me gain new perspective of who
my audience would be and what would be most meaningful to them.

What I learned from this experience
and what I will take with me into my future classroom is that it is not about
making something perfect and pretty, it’s about telling the truth and creating
an open line of communication that can lead to new learning. So much of the
feedback and the thoughtful questions and comments posed in my break-out
session were priceless opportunities for my own learning and growth. Many of
those comments and questions were posed by my classmates who came to support
me, and I will be forever grateful for the support and encouragement that I
have received! In fact, because of these fabulous people and this conference, this
whole experience has created a profound change in me. I have stopped worrying about
all of the “steps” I would be taking in order to finish my certification and have
started to realize how much I will miss my classmates: sharing their ideas, their
fears and hopes, their struggles and successes. In some ways, I don’t want
these experiences of learning to end. However, I hope that I can become a KATE
member next year in order to continue these relationships and create new ones
as well!
Of
course, the most exciting event was the Taylor Mali’s keynote address! I
laughed so hard that my face hurt for the rest of the night! This man is an
amazing inspirational speaker and a true genius with word play. What a way to
end an amazing conference in celebration of teaching, communicating
inspiration, and having fun with what we learn!
Thinking back on
this experience and the man other epiphanal moments of the last year, I realize
that I am no longer the person that I once was upon entering my education
program. In fact, I am not even the same person that I was at the end of last
semester and neither are my classmates. This conference was not just a fun,
informative event for me. It is one of many transitional experiences over the
last year that has significantly changed me in a positive way, and all I can
say in response is that I am truly thankful and blessed. Oh, and I can’t wait
for the KATECon 2015!!!